Deja Vu

I don’t know why, but yesterday’s court touched me for the living most. I just have no words. He looked and listened to the broadcast almost first. And something reminded me of it. I myself went through such nonsense. Only the girls had everything many times nonsense. And it's terrible. Perhaps they themselves do not particularly soar, as I myself once did not steam. I just met the court as a stage in life through which it is destined to go. But it is unbearably sad that in Russia there is no end to all this shit. And Pussy Riot is not the last.

I did not follow the course of the investigation or the court. All I knew is a video on YouTube with Nakonova, in my bull's eye, a song (which I already managed to love almost), but a great action that I supported one hundred percent from the very beginning. Many say that women are fools and so on, but I do not even think and initially did not consider their act to be hooliganism, or even something bad. Because to droop in the main temple of the Russian Orthodox Church, such as it is now, on mine, again, a nearby, vulgar look is like drooping in a rural toilet. You can only laugh, and ask to be repeated.

My nature refuses to understand the people who worked for the charge. I just do not catch up with what should be moved by human material so that he takes up the analysis of such a thing. What? Money? Respect? Call of Duty? Pleasure? What? Explain!

And sometimes it seems to me that I should be close to people in such situations. Somehow help them, support them, to be with them in the same system. Because I love Russia, and someday I would like to live there again. But can I?

Finally, although official churchmen, as it were, are just observers in this matter, it is impossible not to be indignant that they simply cannot cope with the task that they themselves have taken on themselves-by the Christian education of the flock. If I were a hooligan, and did not follow Karma, then I would pierce the grave of this Russian Orthodox Church. On the other hand, I ask myself all the time - is it not given to us such a church as a test of our faith?

Original from the LJ of the author.