Friends

Having watched Friends ten times

The pleasant feeling of fullness still disappears

After turning off the TV

And strangely enough

There's no one to call anyway

No one to talk to

And there's no one to listen to

Phoebe, Phoebe, sing me a song

The only thing that's real

This is what I smelly cat

And your voice helps me get out

From the tunnel of sleep

Weekday*

Sleep**

Weekday***

Sleep****

Or sink deeper

I still don't fully understand the concept of this series.

But now I realize

And I’ll joke in time

Let's sit in a cafe

I'll pretend that Rachel brought what I asked for.

I love cappuccino

(I am allergic to lactose)

But it's still easier than

Living flesh, the unpredictability of stars outside the apartment

And laughter outside

Not the same as my laughter inside

The pleasant feeling of fullness disappears

Leaving me with nothing

In the dark of the room

In the inability to feel

Warmth and safety

In the inability to touch

With warmth and safety

Within four walls

And none of them

Will never break

.