"I am like a beast in a trap"

Ukrainian Pavel Grib, accused of the FSB of terrorism, answered the questions of "New"

In the district military court in Rostov-on-Don, the trial of a 19-year-old citizen of Ukraine Pavel Griba continues. According to the FSB, the young man tried to convince the 17-year-old schoolgirl from Sochi Tatyana Ershova to lay a home-made explosive device at school No. 26 and blow him up on the day of the graduation evening on June 30, 2017, after which Tatyana was supposed to leave Russia.

The teenagers did not arrange an explosion, but the employees of the Krasnodar UFSB, having gained access to the correspondence of young people, decided to start a criminal case on them. In August 2017, the mushroom was abducted by unknown in the Belarusian Gomel and delivered to the city of Yartsevo, Smolensk region. Two weeks later, the teenager was discovered in the Krasnodar pre-trial detention center-5.

On February 1, at the next meeting, the mushroom complained about a deterioration in well -being.

“I was exported to the OKDC (regional clinical diagnostic center) this week, where I was recommended an additional inspection. The abdominal pains and headaches are very worried, they interfere with participating in the meeting, ”the mushroom told the court. “I ask you to be humane and postpone the meeting for at least two days, until next week.”

In turn, the lawyer of Griba Marina Dubrovina said that in the medical documents of the pre -trial detention center, no complaint of the young man is fixed, although the health of the mushroom is rapidly deteriorating. Dubrovina also read out the conclusion of the Ukrainian doctor Vasily Pritula, made by him after the mushroom of tests.

The document refers to the rapid progression of congenital diseases of the young man. In particular, portal hypertension, splenomegaly (an increase in the spleen) and cirrhosis of the liver.

According to Pritula, Pavel Grib needs surgical operations in special clinics in Moscow or Berlin.

In addition, Professor Pritula expressed fears that due to the exacerbation of long -standing diseases and a sharp deterioration in cerebral circulation in Paul, a rare form of Alzheimer's disease may develop.

“According to the professor, the first signs can already be observed,” said Igor Griba, Novaya Gazeta, told Novaya Gazeta. -We want to examine Paul as soon as possible in a civil clinic in Rostov-on-Don in order to understand his condition. Because the prison doctors themselves either cannot do this, or do not want to, and stubbornly ignore dangerous signals.

Having heard the material of the defense, the court decided to call an ambulance.

Earlier, Pavel Grib in writing answered the questions of Novaya Gazeta, transferred to him through his mother Mary.

“My day is sad and monotonous. I sleep until 7.30. I eat porridge or sandwich - what they give. I have good relations with my neighbors. If they free me, I will help them. In the pre -trial detention center, I do not have enough native word. I read books from the local library. Books in Ukrainian are transmitted to me, ”writes Pavel.

In a letter, the teenager admits that he guessed that the meeting with Tatyana Ershova was a trap. Recall: before a meeting in the girl’s house, a search was held, and employees of the Kuban UFSB forced her to cooperate, threatening criminal prosecution.

“We need to tolerate a little. This is a “little” to me every day an eternity. It will be difficult to describe this eternity on paper, because there are not enough words for this. I wake up, not understanding if I slept? And I know that today will not be different from yesterday.

I think that you should not cry and complain, although where else can I do it, if not here. After all, I have to overcome what happened to me. It is necessary not to amuse yourself with hopes, but also not to give up. It is unlikely that it will end soon. I see this prospect: either death or a prison where I have to stay the next years of my life. This is if I do not die before I go there.

The terrorists are sent there, and not everyone is returned alive. I can’t survive there without any medicine. And there is no other prospect.

I understand that I am not to blame, but I, like a beast in a trap. I blame myself for this: I knew where and for whom I was going, and I felt that I would not return. But, without listening to anyone, I went. The thought is: not to suffer in vain. I could not completely foresee everything. This is a trap in which I got like a beast in a trap. Why did I go into the trap, knowing that some circumstances and promises are forced to make unheard of? Then I was only convinced that I suspected. At the cost of their life and life are free. The greatest disappointment is that my fears have come true. I was really handed over and betrayed of weakness. It was unlikely that I was destined to be so spontaneous and incomprehensible to me here. And God forbid here to stay forever and die.

I hardly remember about the house. All this has passed. House, computer games, food, relatives, friends, all this remained far in memory. There is something native, but incredibly distant, because around me is someone else's.

There is something to read in prison. One book in his native language, about Rus' - “Svyatoslav” Semyon Sklyarenko. Time flies very quickly, and the words that I did not have time to say to my relatives remain unspeakable.

Everything is bad with physical education. Something needs to be done for survival, but there is no strength to do this. I just can’t force myself to do something to do something on a morning walk in a concrete “well” (fenced territory). The reluctance has thousands of reasons. The desire has a thousand opportunities, ”writes the mushroom.