SYNOPSIS. An endless novel in parts. Siesta, or generation of good luck

I.

One big director from the Russian theater once said that the best ideas always come at the very beginning of binge.

This is so, but not really.

The best ideas come when you really want to fall asleep, but it does not work.

And it is very important at this moment to jump up - and write down everything that suddenly happened in your incredible head.

But if suddenly, contrary to everything, this time you will still fall asleep back, the ideas will be forgotten.

So you need.

The insomnia of the mind gives rise to monsters - but the dream of reason kills ideas.

So they need.

II.

Once - it was in 1994 - I was temporarily lying on a dusty sofa in an apartment on Butyrsky Val.

The noisy apartment was very noisy. But it did not bother me. At 23, you still do not deserve silence. Unless you are going to live too fast and die in 27 - then you don’t deserve it all the more.

But there was a dawn of the afternoon, something about four in the evening. And cloudy-gray-musical, because autumn soon after the woman’s summer. (Do not confuse with Babim Yar). The only bright spot is the cubic TV Pansonic model of those temporary years. In it, the People's Artist of the Russian Federation Olga Ostroumova said in it. She said literally this:

- I would like to meet power - even if this power was even death - which would absorb me all, without a trace.

Not a fig to yourself! - I even told myself out loud, for there was almost no one at home, besides me. This is the wording! How I would like to proclaim the same thing. But with such words they will not show me on TV, and if so - there is no point in talking. And how now it is generally possible to utter this, if the copy has already staggered the bunker. art. Ostroumova. Damn it, really.

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