I was twenty-five and didn't know what to do. And he smoked a lot, really a lot, lighting one after another, and listened to David Bowie. And he also managed to get married, unsuccessfully, almost for fun, and the “marriage” was falling apart, and his health was failing, and a diploma in the totalitarian art of the post-war USSR - why did he even take this topic? — sagged. I took on it, this way and that, but the topic, the topic really wasn’t mine.