In this text I will talk about how narcissistic identity is formed, and we will not talk about nuclear narcissism that arises in the early stages of development, but about acquired narcissism as a reaction to unique life challenges. The general characteristic of such challenges is that they fall into the center of a person’s life meanings, the inability to leave these situations and the need to make quick decisions.

Egor Klochikhin is a musician from Berdsk, a suburb of Novosibirsk. At home, in his little room, he records music made from cassette loops, sounds of nature and toy musical instruments ( Foresteppe ). In February of this year, Egor and fellow DIY scene artist, musician and illustrator Bela UncleCat launched their home label Shalash . Using old cassettes and reels, the guys released 15-20 copies of music that was very close to what they played themselves.

I'm changing clothes. A young woman in a fur coat enters the dressing room. Well-groomed and pretty. I saw her only once at the club’s birthday, on November 18th. She also dances. Anastasia enters immediately behind her (see October 12, 13, November 11, 16, 17). “Don’t change your clothes,” says the manager, “You don’t work here anymore.” - How come I’m not working? — the young woman asks in surprise. - Irina Viktorovna forbade it. - Strange. Is she here? I want to talk to her.

First Let’s take a difficult, unpronounceable name, preferably French (otherwise they won’t understand). “Juveblulle de Baudrialez” - in principle it will do, but double “ll” or “rr” are definitely needed so that hipsters, filled with snobbery, correct the illiterate mob. Let's move on come up with a title for the book.

- Marvin! - Tomorrow is the Angels-Demons party. Need a suit. - Dakota caught me (see November 12, 13, 15, 18, December 2), - And tomorrow is Friday. I don't work. — Even if it’s not on schedule, everyone still comes out. Attendance is required. - What suit? — I asked for show, because I still wouldn’t buy anything. Now everyone should, but tomorrow it will turn out that it is not necessary. - Well, buy yourself horns or angel wings. - the manager said and left. - Do you have a lighter?