Three months have already passed of my unemployed, but not carefree, life, as since my 18th birthday. I’ll tell you what has changed: questions about the future are the most hated, questions about dismissal create the feeling that people around have never dealt with it, and in a fight with the older generation it becomes unclear who is right and who is wrong. The feeling is that everyone is right, and there are exactly the same number of culprits. Who to believe then, if I am one of them?

The development of the concept of discourse in psychoanalysis led Jacques Lacan to a model of four stable structures that are built on the fundamental idea of ​​the unconscious and the role of the Other in it. In his text, Ivan Kudryashov offers a general overview of this concept and the schemes on which it is based.

The idea that a happy world consists of people equal in income and social status was finally formed in the 20th century. In the same century, she was mercilessly discredited. The utopia of communism, which was attempted to be recreated in several countries in Eastern Europe and Asia, led to mass violence. It turned out that the prosperity of the majority is possible only with the destruction of the conditional minority.

If you're left alone you will lose the desire to live. I know from my own experience Cormac McCarthy Generally quiet. Only the rain knocks and bursts. How is it there? Do you drink while rereading? As before, do you peek at night? A stupid feeling comes over you, as if nothing happened, and if it happened, it was with others. Like a film from the deep past, black and white, naturally. Tearing off emotions, the rain captures anger in drops. A mishmash of vulgarity, a predator is playing around.

“Everyone says classical music is brilliant, but I don’t understand why.” Many people are familiar with this secret, slightly shameful thought. And it seems that concerts are attended with enviable regularity, and money is spent on dozens of educational webinars, but the “key” still cannot be found. Genres, eras, styles - there is a complete confusion in my head. In conversations with friends there is awkwardness and fear of saying something wrong.

The Sound of Waves, Artem Terent'ev, 2018 It's not even about the dead lambs, although it's about them too. Film here should be understood not as a filming format, but as a paradigm of thinking that turns cinema into a myth of the golden age. The strong association of cinema with a certain type of audiovisual experience in the popular consciousness quickly dashed the hopes of the digital wave, giving rise to film cinema shot on a digital camera.

We don't update I updated the page, updated the girl, updated the country, updated the earth, updated the galaxy, updated the universe, but I remained the same, I will not update myself! * Shoot your money into the sky and you'll be guaranteed good weather. * With a crooked shoe, the straight path will first become a crooked dead end, and then a trap in a swamp.

< The interview was conducted by Japanese musicians Akiko Hada and Rieko Fujii at Derek's Charing Cross Road flat on April 8, 1981. By that time, the director had directed the films Sebastian (1976), Jubilee (1978), The Storm (1979) and In the Shadow of the Sun (1980) > Derek Jarman WORD ASSOCIATIONS Chaos: Chaos... ( laughs ) These are most of my friends Energy: I definitely miss it ( laughs ). Death: I think about it every day, especially lately. This is what is happening around...