"I took the skates and went on the ice"

19–25.01.2013

The New Times continues to shift the struggle of a person who has been diagnosed with a deadly diagnosis*

When I sit down to write these lines, it is always very difficult for me to choose what to talk about. A lot is happening around - there is life: how can you choose the main thing in it? You can choose good: my American doctor said that there were much less tumors than they expected - he hopes that for three months he will be able to bring me to remission in order to transfer bone marrow on transplantation to consolidate the effect. This is good news against the backdrop of what I was told in Russia until recently.

But the bad news: today I accidentally forgot about the four fractures in the spine and climbed to skate. How can you forget about four fractures?! You are surprised. Very simple. In Railway, I remembered my fractures every minute, when I walked along the street - there was a lot of ice, and I was worried, as if not to fall. And in New York, I did not think about falling for a very long time: all the stairs are very safe here, here the slopes from the transitions are safe, here they make special metal rings against sliding in the subway ...

Therefore, I remembered that in childhood was the champion of Voronezh in his age group in figure skating, and I really wanted to stand on the ice. Does your back hurt? .. Yes, of course. But she hurts every day. Every night. I already forgot when she was not sick. And then I forgot that we should not fall. And I took the skates and went on the ice. And I rode tolerably! But the jump could not make (skates forever give hockey, they have no cloves!) - and fell. And I remembered that I could not get up. I remembered everything that I was so afraid of in the railway during each campaign for bread.

On Twitter, readers reproached me: "You will get to the Darwin Prize." And the truth - it turned out stupid, it seems like he could kill himself. Darwin's prize is given precisely for idiotic suicide. She will not be allowed to death to death on an ice bridge in the piece of iron, she will not be given a resident of St. Petersburg who died from icicle, she will not get Samaraz, who had failed with the car under the ground, she would not be given to the communal services, and they did not have a lot of choice. Unless in the elections. Well, is that a choice? ..

Help

Bank transfer to the account:

Recipient: Buslov Anton Sergeevich

Recipient Bank: Sberbank of Russia OJSC in Moscow

BIK Bank Recipient: 044525225

K/s recipient bank in the RCC: 30101810400000000225

Payment of payment:
Voluntary donation for l/s 40817810838061002884
PayPal: [Email Protected]

Yandex.Money : 41001231218106

QIWI : 9032676810

Webmoney : R326748372213