"From pain, I can no longer sleep"

2-8.02.2013

The New Times continues to shift the struggle of a person who has been diagnosed with a deadly diagnosis*

“Evaluate your pain on a 10-point scale,” the doctor asks. I am again complaining about pain. The fact is that I can no longer sleep. I drink painkillers, I go to bed, wake up in pain, drink the following, wait until I act, go to bed, wake up in pain. How much is it on a 10-point scale? "Six". I can’t stand it, I add: “But you know ... I am from Russia ... I can endure pain.”

I have never tried to joke for this technique, I never even smiled. And the doctors begin to get a little nervous, because they understand that I have been here for a month, and they will still not begin treatment ... And no matter how patient both the patient and the patient were to wait, the tumors will not tolerate an hour. I am prescribed hormonal drug dexamethason - for urgent relief of pain. “On Thursday, we will begin treatment, and you will become better very quickly, but for now, accept Dexamethason. I promise you - on Thursday we will start. "

Dex ... an insidious thing. It is given at such moments when everything is very bad. Mobilizes the body, even causes euphoria. There were several cases before my eyes when it was literally killed by problem patients. Stall deca - they feel more vigorous, relatives are happy, nurses and nurses are less than work. Only this does not heal, but exhausts the body. Dece cannot be injected for a long time - or never get off her. This is a tactical supporting drug. I tried to tell the relatives of one old man about this in Russia, who was already on Dece for months ... They checked my words from doctors from another clinic, but it was no longer possible to “remove”: I got into the intensive care of the dose. I do not like her since then, although I am accepting now. The pains almost left, euphoria ... to live until Thursday. The account for the drug has already paid.

One thing is pleasing - my wife was given a visa! :) Doctors demand that I urgently become fat. Because I already weigh 53 kg at 175 cm of height ... My wife promised to take up me in full in this regard. But she has not yet seen local products - they are all fat -free with zero calories. So the task is not easy, and for everything about everything there will be only a week of its vacation.

So there is still a little more to tolerate.

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