<Thought of travel and will>
A few months before my father's death, Count Orlov was appointed to replace Benckendorff. I then wrote to Olga Alexandrovna, asking if she could get me a foreign pass or some sort of way to come to Petersburg, so that I could get it myself. O.A. answered that the second was easier, and a few days later I received from Orlov the "highest" permission to come to Petersburg for a short time to arrange affairs. [...] At the end of November, I went to St.