"I will break through"

09.09–04.10.2013

The New Times continues to monitor the history of a person who has been diagnosed with a deadly diagnosis*

Now the pace of time is inexorable, and the schedule is no worse than that of German railways: chemotherapy has entered its irreversible phase. Today (09/02/2013), I once again met with Dr. O'Connor: we will hospitalize tomorrow if the blood is normal, or we are waiting for Monday - if not normal. The blood is normal - the nurse called me a couple of hours after the analysis. So tomorrow.

This will be the second course of highly toxic IVAC, the result of which will then be fixed with radiation therapy. Today, the doctor, feeling his neck, noted: “The tumors are softer, the tumors are smaller ...” He is satisfied with how the treatment process goes. And warns: you need to plan tickets for a sister.

Transplantation will be in a month, a maximum of one and a half. True, I still do not have the necessary funds on my account, and the collection of money is led so far: the pace is good, but not for the deadlines that are now. In order to raise money, you have to take a number of steps: no one knows me in the USA, and we must explain why I have to ask for funds. For example, together with the director of documentary cinema Georgy Molodtsov, vice-president of the Guild of Non-Great Cinema and TV and the director of ANO “Laboratory of Social Advertising”, we are preparing a documentary about my life against the background of cancer. We also press the deadlines, as life may suddenly end. So we hastily make a channel on Youtube: Doing Good. In support of the collection of funds, a note was published in the Huffington Post, today I was interviewed for the New York newspaper New York Daily News (I also ask you to send letters about my story to everyone who may be interested). To launch news about the film on the news feed was promised by the American office of ITAR-TASS. But I still think how much money is and how much it is necessary to undergo chemistry, radiation therapy, transplantation, exit after transplantation ... And so far the fact that in the left column (necessary), with the fact that in the right (is), converges badly.

And then I put my autumn music in the laptop and in the headphones the voice of Elena Frolova and the words of Leonid Gubanov sounds “where the wind is a diplomat ...” - they return me to the experience of my life. It happened and worse. Broke through. And I will break through. I can’t do all the heavy in any way: so many people help, my sister is preparing for transplantation - now only ahead.

The director asked what kind of music to put in a video? I replied: "The second piano concert of Rachmaninov." From darkness to light. From the depth of despair to the air and the sun, through the struggle. The background will be great.

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