Clean box measurements

01/27–31/2014 The New Times continues to follow the fate of a man who has been diagnosed with a fatal diagnosis*

In an ordinary ward - not like even in an ordinary room: there are much more than four dimensions. If you lie in a clean box, you know it for sure, like your own little kingdom. It can be measured in steps, more precisely, in steps, so as not to slip and fall. These trails lead to the toilet. The time of clean boxing is monotonously tapped by a mechanical clock on the wall - directly opposite. They want to be brought forward to speed up monotonous processes, sometimes they just want to be thrown out the window so that at least something happens.
Another measurement is temperature. As a result of transplantation, a fever occurs, which they try to bring down with antibiotics. And so, lying under three blankets, shivering with chills, you involuntarily begin to figure out the likelihood that this time you will be able to throw off the blanket, get up, despite the cold, and in the semi-darkness (because it hurts your eyes to look at the bright light) to get to the toilet. You can get some rest there. And you still have to go back. Cover yourself, fall asleep, so that you wake up just as quickly after a maximum of two hours - the liquid enters the body with a dropper, which is constantly changed.
There are a couple of lighthouses in the room - Masha's wife gave plush piglets. Now they are looking at me, and I check their eyes - will I get there and come back myself? This state is amazing - a lot of spiritual preparations and torment for going to the toilet. Just a couple of weeks ago, such a state was only a theory and some forgotten past experience. After a couple of weeks, it will disappear almost completely and will not remind of itself. But until then, you will have to feel your body in many more dimensions.
But after going through this experience, somehow you begin to better understand the old woman crossing the road in the wrong place. After all, for her there is a route, before going out on which you have to seriously think: will I get there? come back? With the same eyes, a pregnant woman evaluates the stairs of the underground passage. With the same thought, a wheelchair user is chosen for any new route. And for the most part, everything works out.

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